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Welcome to my virtual home. This is a little private space for me to put my thoughts and share my feelings since 2005. Due to my wide range of interests, there are perhaps too many tags. I would explain some of the less obvious tags:

"About Life" is really about how I have been pondering about life and what enlightenments and paradigm shifts I had experienced.

"About Psi" contains most topics about happiness, optimism vs pessimism,
confidence, comparison, pride and prejudice and other psychological aspects.

"About Logical Thinking" is about my own way of interpretating and explaining
certain issues, aiming to debunk (or create?) superficialness of them.

"About Ideology" is about my thoughts on big concepts like freedom, justice,
fairness in society and religion.

"About Society" is more about my observations about the society, often through interactions with different peoples.

"My Country" reveals my frustration, critics and hope
on my homeland - Malaysia.

"My Little Pieces" has more short posts though mostly are written in Mandarin.

While I do have some posts on book reviews and business, I am planning to
separate them into author-specific and content-specific blogs. Stay tuned.

Enjoy your reading!

Sunday, August 14, 2005

重头书海

啊,终于又再读回书了,终于又找回那种久违的感觉。
一度我曾非常自豪的认为我的爱好是读书,我买了许多各种类型的书放在家中,可是,抚心自问,过去十年,我又何曾真正的读过几本书了?我是读书爱好者?自欺欺人哪。。。
以前小时候三年级到五年级,记得姐姐有一个书橱,摆着各种各样的中文书,各种寓言、故事、中国二十五史、地理、文化都有。每次空闲时间,就随手拿拿来读,几乎每天都在读。那时候还小啊,也不懂什么厌倦,就这么读着读着,知识增广了,华文也加强了。
可惜啊,之后沉迷了电脑。书本,被取代了、被遗弃了。每次逛书展都有买书的冲动,但是回到家却总是扔在那儿,没真正看上几页,愚蠢啊。。。更笨的是,自己有时还会安慰自己说玩英文电脑游戏可以学到一点英文呢。。。哎,好好的十年光阴一去不复返。两年读书的日子给我带来了这么多,十年玩乐的日子给我带来这么少,真是有够讽刺的。
现在对中国历史的熟悉应该还不如小时候吧,对国家地理的常识也是,想一想,我就像是在小时候建了个蓄水池,然后就一直用啊一直用,没有再补充进去……终有一天,池终会枯竭。
我,已感觉到枯竭了。。。

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