骨子里我是个夜猫子，尽管我未必享受。寂静的黑夜里弥漫淡忧的气息，我在静谧谧的氛围中逐个捕捉慢条斯理的音符，伴随着一丝丝剪不断的冥想，游魂进自己忧愁的世界。
心事我其实有很多，但我都把它藏在异度空间，连白天的我也没法进去。只有在独自一个人的深夜，神秘的空间才自动显现，让我身上的不快乐因子活跃。悲愁，或许是重重面具下最内的几层之一；而怪异，是另外一层。我不去找人倾诉，却又在这抽象描述，不想让人知道又想让人知道，不是很奇怪么？正怪人，正怪门。门，是给有钥匙的人开的。
有些东西我怎么也看不懂，尤其是别人的行为和想法。世界，真的太复杂了，复杂在不可复制的性格。I didn't know that I could be so disturbed and felt beaten for inability to understand people's action that totally escape my understanding of the person. 怎么可以这样，怎么可以那样，怎么……
有些东西我怎么也学不来，因为这些必须从错中学习，而偏偏错在这些往往是致命的。Perhaps I will never get a chance to learn...
but I shall be fine. I hope.
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Welcome to my virtual home. This is a little private space for me to put my thoughts and share my feelings since 2005. Due to my wide range of interests, there are perhaps too many tags. I would explain some of the less obvious tags:
"About Life" is really about how I have been pondering about life and what enlightenments and paradigm shifts I had experienced.
"About Psi" contains most topics about happiness, optimism vs pessimism,
confidence, comparison, pride and prejudice and other psychological aspects.
"About Logical Thinking" is about my own way of interpretating and explaining
certain issues, aiming to debunk (or create?) superficialness of them.
"About Ideology" is about my thoughts on big concepts like freedom, justice,
fairness in society and religion.
"About Society" is more about my observations about the society, often through interactions with different peoples.
"My Country" reveals my frustration, critics and hope
on my homeland - Malaysia.
"My Little Pieces" has more short posts though mostly are written in Mandarin.
While I do have some posts on book reviews and business, I am planning to
separate them into author-specific and content-specific blogs. Stay tuned.
Enjoy your reading!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
复杂
Posted by clim at 3:29 PM
Labels: My Emotions | 情绪小室
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2 comments:
"我不去找人倾诉，却又在这抽象描述，不想让人知道又想让人知道，不是很奇怪么？"
呵呵，一点也不奇怪吧？！
或许这算是自我保护的其中一种意识？！呵呵～！
Haha...I think that's weird lah...but as long as I know I am weird that's fine... ~~
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