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Welcome to my virtual home. This is a little private space for me to put my thoughts and share my feelings since 2005. Due to my wide range of interests, there are perhaps too many tags. I would explain some of the less obvious tags:

"About Life" is really about how I have been pondering about life and what enlightenments and paradigm shifts I had experienced.

"About Psi" contains most topics about happiness, optimism vs pessimism,
confidence, comparison, pride and prejudice and other psychological aspects.

"About Logical Thinking" is about my own way of interpretating and explaining
certain issues, aiming to debunk (or create?) superficialness of them.

"About Ideology" is about my thoughts on big concepts like freedom, justice,
fairness in society and religion.

"About Society" is more about my observations about the society, often through interactions with different peoples.

"My Country" reveals my frustration, critics and hope
on my homeland - Malaysia.

"My Little Pieces" has more short posts though mostly are written in Mandarin.

While I do have some posts on book reviews and business, I am planning to
separate them into author-specific and content-specific blogs. Stay tuned.

Enjoy your reading!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

倾斜

这几个星期连续出外,不是玩就是病,没空好好静下来。直至前晚舒舒服服地睡了一晚到早上十点多,有心情打电话回家,以为大马时间是八点多,不料等到彼端铃声响了很久,听到沙哑的声音后,才惊觉玩得连时差都算错了,那时正是午夜沉睡的零时十分。顿时晴天霹雳。

以为把生活平衡得很好,其实错漏百出,是很深的挫折;自以为是的优点,其实不外如是,是很大的失败。

来美一个月了,看到的学到的很多,逐渐适应了下来慢慢开始自我感觉良好,正好来个当头棒喝。坦白说,我没做好的事比我做好的事更多,凭什么感觉良好呢?真是……

二十四岁的起跑道
具体的路面风向
不由掌控
只剩飘渺的方向

是否我太执着于平衡
才会轻重不分
虚假的面面俱圆
没一个稳定的点

没有倾斜的人生
是否一定没有光彩
微烁的幸福
难道只在黑夜可贵

若生活是幅美画
就算我活得再出彩
也只是纯熟的工匠
而非飘逸的大师

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