I had my last exam at Tuesday and I will not have any more at least for the next few years. It's the end of school life. I had a short moment of joy followed by a long period of contemplation. Although I have 3 months before starting to work, I need to settle few things quickly first before enjoying the holiday.
I had packed most of my stuffs and prepared to move out straight after final FYP presentation. Besides that, I have to pay library fines, return things borrowed from others, keep a list of things that I passed to others to keep, duplicate mail-box key for future mails, enable hand phone roaming, and plan for my graduation trip!
I haven't gone back to my home for really long time. Not to forget spending the last good times with friends and keeping their contacts.
And I shall not repeat the mistake of not planning ahead for my work, career and future. I had already suffered the consequences of not preparing in advance for my IA and FYP.
So though it seems that 3 months are long, it's challenging to schedule it nicely for the right balance. No longer could I wait for things to happen and take it when it comes. For a meaningful end to these 4 years and for a bright start of future, I need to plan it ahead of time.
It's time to feel sad, because it's going to end.
It's time to plan ahead, because it's going to start.
It's time to grow strong, because it's going to start.
What if I could stay as a student and continue to enjoy life? It's not possible as time keeps moving. It's not meaningful either as life isn't just about this. The objective of being a student is not to remain as a student. Of course I will miss uni's life, just like how I miss other past events, but I had enjoyed it most of the time so I don't regret leaving it. By the way, could anyone stay?
Life just begins to unfold. Loooooook backward... to look forward.
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