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Welcome to my virtual home. This is a little private space for me to put my thoughts and share my feelings since 2005. Due to my wide range of interests, there are perhaps too many tags. I would explain some of the less obvious tags:

"About Life" is really about how I have been pondering about life and what enlightenments and paradigm shifts I had experienced.

"About Psi" contains most topics about happiness, optimism vs pessimism,
confidence, comparison, pride and prejudice and other psychological aspects.

"About Logical Thinking" is about my own way of interpretating and explaining
certain issues, aiming to debunk (or create?) superficialness of them.

"About Ideology" is about my thoughts on big concepts like freedom, justice,
fairness in society and religion.

"About Society" is more about my observations about the society, often through interactions with different peoples.

"My Country" reveals my frustration, critics and hope
on my homeland - Malaysia.

"My Little Pieces" has more short posts though mostly are written in Mandarin.

While I do have some posts on book reviews and business, I am planning to
separate them into author-specific and content-specific blogs. Stay tuned.

Enjoy your reading!

Monday, April 28, 2008

老兵征战

自七岁以来征战无数,至今已十七载春秋。年幼时不懂事,只懂听从指令画圈射题;到慢慢学习基础知识,掌握作战技巧,并从战场中累计经验,至今已是沙场老将。身为老将,记忆已不复当年的神通广大,胜利窍门即使难懂也能强背;斗志也每日渐靡,虽然仍需胜利,但只为保住老命,拿下多少土地已不重要,杀敌一百也不能激励。

今年四月,是老兵退役前作战的最后一个月。五场战役,第一战即出师不利,紧接四天内三场恶战。凭着经验和毅力,前两战有惊无险告捷,不料第四天一开战即遭冷箭袭击,两军未交集己方已亡二十五人,苦战两小时后勉强逃生,士气倍受打击。无奈只好偃旗息鼓,稍为休息后卷土重来,为最后的战役、最后的荣誉而战。

后天一点,最后一战。准备已大致妥当,等待的就是杀敌那一刻。只要结果不是战死沙场马革裹尸,能回家乡见父老的话,无论这十七年来胜多胜少,荣多辱多,一切将成为过去。二十四岁了,是时候闯另一片天地了,虚拟战场里的种种,是否公平,是否残忍,是否完整,是否有价值,是否带来启示,都已不重要。

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