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Welcome to my virtual home. This is a little private space for me to put my thoughts and share my feelings since 2005. Due to my wide range of interests, there are perhaps too many tags. I would explain some of the less obvious tags:

"About Life" is really about how I have been pondering about life and what enlightenments and paradigm shifts I had experienced.

"About Psi" contains most topics about happiness, optimism vs pessimism,
confidence, comparison, pride and prejudice and other psychological aspects.

"About Logical Thinking" is about my own way of interpretating and explaining
certain issues, aiming to debunk (or create?) superficialness of them.

"About Ideology" is about my thoughts on big concepts like freedom, justice,
fairness in society and religion.

"About Society" is more about my observations about the society, often through interactions with different peoples.

"My Country" reveals my frustration, critics and hope
on my homeland - Malaysia.

"My Little Pieces" has more short posts though mostly are written in Mandarin.

While I do have some posts on book reviews and business, I am planning to
separate them into author-specific and content-specific blogs. Stay tuned.

Enjoy your reading!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

离去前夕

星期日终于搬去新的家,星期一终于上班,而今天再多等一会,就要启程去美国。一切接踵而来变化的太快,快得连感觉都难以捕捉,更别说细细品味。一如刚搬进去的家,才把肮脏粗糙的地板抹得干净顺滑,享受不到几天,就要告别。再如第一天上班,糊里糊涂就成了最迟抵达公司的新丁,以最“声明”的方式成了最出名的人。

而那天晚上的饯行餐,朋友们尽管忙碌都抽空出席,照理我应该成为主角和大家谈笑风生,但是上完班接受过量咨询后已是疲累,让朋友费事费心搞又有点不好意思,加上迅速变化中的激动、焦虑、离愁,我故意选择了角落的一旁来坐,为的就是可以在熟悉的声音围绕中静静地休息一会。尽管这样做让聚餐丧失了一部分意义,但想一想其实我本来就习惯了主办而不是参与,聆听而不是倾诉,所以还是让我在临走前趁此机会从旁重温朋友们惯常交谈的方式吧。反正,能来就是心意,我能感受到的。

在这样急速的运转中,感觉是喜忧参半的,尽管憧憬美好的未知,但离开熟悉的已知多少会有点不舍。

感谢所有朋友的祝福,也愿你们生活愉快!

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