A third path?

Suddenly I feel so unfamiliar with most of the mathematic concepts that I had learnt. Fundamentals deteriorate so fast. The same goes to other sciences or theories. Is this a must after coming out to work? Especially work for a not-so-technical job. Ya sometimes some people says something like you can go anywhere else with the mix of technical and management skills. But sometime some people says something like no offence but you are merely a postman, a messeger, a middleman that just passes the message around. Ya sometimes I find myself gaining a lot of insights in various aspects. But sometimes I feel like I am wasting my talent. Especially when the news of somone further his or her studies in somewhere, the impulse at that moment could still stir my mood. But there are certain responsibilities I can't overlook. Sometimes it's not about chocie that you could have, sometimes it's not about dream that you wish to seek, it's about roles. Everyone has unique roles and constraints. I just hope ... in between theories and application, in between work and studies, in between reality and dream, in between urge and contentment, there is a third path...

现实是拥挤的，梦想是敞阔的，渴望着梦想，却屈服于现实，在矛盾的裂缝中逃离、憧憬、挣扎、奋斗……未来的图景朦胧遥远，未来的路途山重水复。路在何方？没有答案。唯有身后深浅不一的足迹，一步步地勾划出一段段曾经……读史可以明智，读过去可以明路么？