Yeah, two is down, one more.
If you don't understand what I'm saying, let me explain it. Now I am working as shift trainee in the fab, which means I work 12 hours per day, 4 or 3 days per week alternatively. This week is short week so I need to work 3 days and got 4 days holiday. Yippee....but not until tomorrow night.
Working in fab is kind of busy, busy adapting, busy learning and busy building up good foundation. To have many colleagues with experience is good for learning and yet that means the mountain of expectation is higher to climb.
Frankly speaking, maybe it's not up to your expectation, I am still struggling with my work, especially fighting vigorously against the ZZ monster. It's just too hard to stay awake and focus for 12 hours without dozing off. I think I already earn my reputation for being dozy-fishy. Yalar, I can sleep earlier la...but sometimes come back late, sometimes need to cook for tomorrow, sometimes come back feel like talking to friend instead of just go to bed, so most of the times I only get 5 to 6 hours to sleep. I have to find another smart way to keep me awake in the fab, that thing definitely will not be coffee though.
I starts to feel that working life is real life because there are too many decisions to make, too many things to learn, too many aspects to be balanced and too many relationships to be taken care of. As a comparison, student's life, although is simple and nice, is just too phantom.
Rest, is meaningless without work.
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Welcome to my virtual home. This is a little private space for me to put my thoughts and share my feelings since 2005. Due to my wide range of interests, there are perhaps too many tags. I would explain some of the less obvious tags:
"About Life" is really about how I have been pondering about life and what enlightenments and paradigm shifts I had experienced.
"About Psi" contains most topics about happiness, optimism vs pessimism,
confidence, comparison, pride and prejudice and other psychological aspects.
"About Logical Thinking" is about my own way of interpretating and explaining
certain issues, aiming to debunk (or create?) superficialness of them.
"About Ideology" is about my thoughts on big concepts like freedom, justice,
fairness in society and religion.
"About Society" is more about my observations about the society, often through interactions with different peoples.
"My Country" reveals my frustration, critics and hope
on my homeland - Malaysia.
"My Little Pieces" has more short posts though mostly are written in Mandarin.
While I do have some posts on book reviews and business, I am planning to
separate them into author-specific and content-specific blogs. Stay tuned.
Enjoy your reading!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
My current life
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Indicents + Accidents
Recently I received series of warnings.
On Sunday's outing to Strawberry reservoir, after passing the dirt road, our car's front right tyre gone flat.
On yesterday's visit to hospital, while I was driving on the freeway, all out of sudden a flying rock caused a little crack in the front windshield.
Then on the way back to hospital after dinner at night, I bent into a wrong lane, cut back into the right one wrongly without observing, and got a loud horn from car behind shamefully.
And it wasn't enough. I lost my way coming out of hospital and wandered around unfamiliar routes in SLC. I was finding my way out and turned into a two way road with one lane each way. It was so dark with few street lamps and no cars that I could hardly recognize the road conditions. Finally a bus passed on my left. I was on the right way.
And then two strong light circles emerged in front, not far away. Gosh! Within split second I pull my car over to the right and braked heavily. Just touching the front bush, mere escape. If what's on my right was a concrete divider then I would have been divided, without the chance even to wave goodbye.
I am glad that I am still here. I bought a heavy lesson without paying. How lucky!
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
Living in Utah, US
Disclaimer: Please stop reading if your green monster starts overtaking you. (I'm joking, :D)
Initially I wanted to describe my living experience here as living experience in US, but slowly through daily conversations and observations I came to realize that living here at Utah is unique, as unique as living in any other state in United States perhaps, because US is just too vast to be stereotyped.
If you aren't NBA fan, you might not even have heard of Utah, which is definitely not like metropolis New York. Quietly surrounded by gorgeous mountains and beautiful lakes, it have everything exactly opposite to Singapore: big, large, hugeeeeeeee!
For example, Walmart is huge. The first time we saw it, we were so excited to take photography there. That day was Thursday. And then Friday - Walmart again, Saturday - Walmart again, Sunday - Walmart again...I feel a bit embarrassed to say that we took picture with Walmart. They all look the same even though they are all at different places. (Non-tourist: What so big deal!) Paiseh, we are still tourists. :D
It's convenient to have so many Walmarts nearby, if and only if you drive. MI4 = find small groceries stores within walking distance. It's cool to drive here with opposite orientation, different rules and better cars!
And about my temporary fully-furnished house that's so comfortable to stay: Two cozy rooms with queen size beds, closet room, living room with soft couch, kitchen, landry room, garage.

(FYI, time here is GMT -6. So the time difference with MY, SG which are at GMT +8 zone is 14 hours. Just know whether to +14 or -14, you will know time at both sides.)
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Friday, August 8, 2008
Exciting arrival in US
I am finally settled down in this totally different place after two days of hassles. Life here has been really exciting with friendly peoples, beautiful landscapes and comfortable home asides from a series of unfortunate events.
Firstly a boring 18 hours long flight from Sg-Tokyo Narita-LA-Salt Lake turned everyone into a lazy and sleepy pig. And as expected, upon arrival in LA, I was detained to be registered specially for a reason. (You are making a wrong guess if you relates it to my look, ^^) Thanks Louis for his fine message and I did estimate at worst I would miss my flight.
It wasn't an unpleasant experience as you might think of but just paperworks, echoing the sigh from the young ABC officer. We even talked about which airlines' flight attendants look most beautiful (FYI, he give his vote to SG airlines). However, the process was much longer than normal because of the stupid fingerprint scanner or software or computer or whatsoever. It was a little bit frustrating to repeat "left hand first, right hand next, look at the cam" for about 20 times while you are catching the plane.
When it's done finally, all passengers were gone with me alone standing rooted to the alien ground. I have to admit I was directionless at that moment but forced to act calm to deal with weird attentions from other officers. Hey, I am not the culprit of making myself late, you think what? (Of course this is a monologue, so as below)
Miss flight? No no no... sure die. Connecting baggage? Hmm...Should I check in my luggage? Don't care la, give. Check info board. Where's my flight no? Ahh...go out. Streets? Damn. Go up. Where's my gate? Freak out. Ask. Oh, terminal five. Where? Go down and take shuttle. Go down. There's no sign board with number of 5!? Ask. Cut through streets and parking lots? Don't care liao, all out running. Terminal 5 arrival. Ok. Go in. Check info board. Gate 61 - Boarding. 15 minutes more. Security check. Can I bypass the crowd? I am afraid I am late. NO!!!? Grrr........ Fine. Take out laptop. Remove shoes. Hold boarding pass. Every second counts! Wear shoes. Take back laptop. Drop. Damn! Sigh. Run. 50, 51, 52, 53,... 60-69 turn right. Ok right turn and open door. What the hell? Why so long a corridor? Run. No one else. Pak pak pak pak. All my running sounds. I'm tired. Where's the end? Go out, escalate up. Run. 64, 63, ...finally...there's someone I recognize for the first time in 3o minutes. Last few minutes boarding. Finally, I've made it. Is it all scripted? Phew........................
(Although I've made it, I think I could done something better by telling Ramnik that I don't have my phones roaming, as different to most of us, so that they don't need to have extra worries for unable to reach me. Anyway, it's over.)
After the near miss of flight, luck was yet to shine on me, or, to my luggage. Both of them were still at LA, delayed. Good. It had been already 30 hours since I last bathed, and I would continue to suffer for an unknown period with uncertainties looming around. Furthermore, being the last to be dropped off because I live the furthest at south and to be late to the departmental welcome dinner weren't really big deal but weren't relieving either.
And so when I finally back to my home, it was already 1030pm. I waited for 10 minutes. There's no sign that my luggage were on the way and I had to call delta for information. Oh, both are found and will be delivered to your address by 230pm tomororw at the latest. What a fake voice! I couldn't spare much excitement for this voice recognition and generation programme but go on to check it online. Wait a minute! Why my address was wrong? Sigh, Debbi gave the wrong address at the airport's counter. I should have check it myself, instead of allowing them to give the information. But what to do if the service provider provide the wrong piece of information? Suddenly I felt like only myself is reliable. Sigh.
I called again to change the address and got the update that the delivery company would deliver it around 3 A.M. 3 A.M. then 3 A.M. la...I was exhausted. But it was so confusing whether they would deliver it or not, as different operators said incoherent things to me and another friend Pei Wen who also had one lugggage delayed. Luckily it still came at the midnight, right before the sun rose, at 530 A.M. So happily and refreshed that I went on to unpack nicely and planned my schedule, until to be picked up at 9 A.M.
So today I am extremely tired, not because of jet lag, but because of a mere sleep of less than 2 hours. I just found that my hp spoilt, and so my last option to take photo was gone too. Why must life be that exciting huh? Though it's unique experience anyway.
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Monday, July 14, 2008
Cam-Viet Tour Photos
Ok...finally I've uploaded my 18-day tour photos onto web. I've separated it into 5 albums and uploaded to my facebook and friendster, or if you like to view all photos one shot in a slideshow, check out my picasa web album.
Why did I take such a long time? Because it required careful organizing and selection. Since there were 3 cameras taking photos, quite a lot of them are similar. Imagine there are 3000 photos with the size of about 5GB. If I don't classify the photos accordingly and delete those similar but redundant photos, it will remain as a mess inside hard disk, inhibit myself a pleasant recall of memories in the future.
Now I've deleted about 500 photos, and selected best 300 from the remaining photos. Finally a job done. Phew.
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Wednesday, July 2, 2008
摄影记 | Travel Photography
[注:这是柬越游记的其中一篇文章。为了文章的连续性,请从主文:柬越游记开始。]
[Note: This is one of the articles of "Cam-Viet Tour". For better reading experiences, please read from the main article: "Cam-Viet Tour"]
旅行总是与摄影形影不离,要旅行,少不了相机。少了相机,无论经历再丰富体验再刺激,当感觉随着忙碌渐渐变淡, 当记忆随着时间慢慢流逝,能够重温的或许只剩“曾经去过”这事实。但若说旅行的目的就是摄影,相信除了某些奇人(如某些尼康专业摄影师)之外,只剩下那些上车睡觉下车拍照的吃喝玩买极速赶景旅行团的团员们会认为如此。
Photography seems inseparable from travel, and camera is a must for any trip. Without it, most details will lost. Emotions will fade out no matter how wonderful and thrilling the experiences were, memory will fade away no matter how strong your memory is. The only way to revoke past memories and feelings is by looking back at photos. Nonetheless, I doubt few will agree that to travel is to take photos, except for some weirdo (like some Nikon professional) and ducks that follow inflexible package tours which offer nothing more than eating, sleeping, and of course photo taking.
话虽如此,在那些诸如历史文教遗迹之类的景点,摄影还是占了观光的大半时间,一来透过镜片欣赏可以随意拍下留作日后再欣赏,二来拍出好照片会有满足感。
Having said so, in those historical sites, photo taking still consumes most of the time, as one may prefer to appreciate and save the beauty through lens. Also, it's of great satisfaction to have shot a magnificent photo.
四个人四架机,难免时常互相比较。究竟谁的摄影技术比较好?至今仍没定论。
We often compares photography skill as all of us own a cam. But who's the best? The question remains unanswered.
Took the most photos before camera spoilt,
and hence by proportion had some good shots.
Unique cam recorder, boost to have taken the best picture of Angkor Wat
Have the most photography knowledge
but seldom practiced it. You know he's lazy.
让我们看看小沙关于摄影的秘诀。Let's see Sandy's tip for photography.
1. 按住相机的按键来选择和控制光圈摄光的来源。
If you don't know what's adjusting aperture with background by holding press button of the camera, check it out.
2. 人和景的最好的比例是一比三。
The best ratio of people to background is 1:3.
但实际拍摄有时候不懂怎样才算比较好。比较一下两张照片,你觉得哪一张拍得比较好呢?But sometimes things aren't that clear. Which photo below you think is nicer?
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Friday, June 27, 2008
序言 | Prologue
[注:这是柬越游记的其中一篇文章。为了文章的连续性,请从主文:柬越游记开始。]
[Note: This is one of the articles of "Cam-Viet Tour". For better reading experiences, please read from the main article: "Cam-Viet Tour"]
古有西游记,今有柬越游记。古有四人长途跋涉历经磨练为取经,今有四友游山玩水偶经磨砺后取了经,不同的是,前者取的是佛经,后者取的是社会经。原来,毕业旅行的意义不仅仅在于共同玩乐的体验,也在于接触五花八门的人和经历繁琐复杂的事后,对社会和生活多了深一层的认知和体会。因为这些人和事,在平日千遍一律的生活里,是很难在短期内汇集在一起的。而这些体会,对即将要踩进江湖的我们,更是难能可贵的。
话说回来,虽然同样是游记,同样是四个人,但古今毕竟不同,角色如不雷同纯属不巧。
In the classical Chinese literature "Journey to the West", there were these 4 guys embarking on a long and dangerous journey in search of Buddhist sutras. At present times, there were another 4 friends traveling to Cambodia and Vietnam after graduation for fun and exposure. They weren't given the task of finding any text, but along the way, they had learnt that there's another objective. Through various events and interactions with all walks of life, they had gained more insights about society and life. These experiences are unlikely to be obtained through monotonous daily life, and hence are precious, especially to us that are going to enter society soon.
Both journeys were joined by 4 journeymates, but seperated by few centuries, and hence there are bound to be differences in the roles played by members. It will be a miracle if things can be matched so well.
高瘦白净、沾酒出瘼、不忍杀价、舍钱喂商的绝种好人。生来既有使命,为了找寻不惜攀山涉水,终于在越南找到与名字相对应的Chon 8。(注:Chon 8 是一种越南咖啡品种)
Tall, slim and fair, he's such holy that he seldom drinks due to allergy and bargains for a better price, not for himself, but for seller. He was borned with a mission, and is willing to take on challenges to search for it. In Vietnam, he found the ultimate Chon 8, which was perhaps named after him. (Note: Chon 8 is a type of Vietnamese coffee bean)
皮黑发卷、顽皮活泼、爱玩易累、悟性极高、擅长七十二变,变成当地人易如反掌。
腰粗股大、有肉又油、时有疏忽、自认帅气、善于搭讪,但却从不偷懒、负责体贴。
Round and plum, muscular yet fatty; he's slightly absent-minded. He will never feel shy to show his handsomeness and to "flirt". Ironically, he's determined, responsible and caring as opposed to what you might think of him.
眼细朦胧、喝多睡多、好吃懒做、性格随和、善于被“搭讪”、却最具有冒险精神,给予的意见最中肯。
Modern Sandy : Eddie (Chow Chuan)
With small eyes, he always look like he's not having enough sleep. In fact, he sleep, eat and drink the most and avoid to commit. But he has great temper and adventurous spirit and always give objective comments. Perhaps that's the reason why he's popular to be "flirted" by ... ^^
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
Cam-Viet Tour 柬越游记
(Newly updated: 02-07-2008)
人一生能有几次长达十八天的背包旅行?对工作假期多得是的西方人来说,这问题是不可思议的,但对我们而言,能有几次已经很满足了。我很有幸能在毕业之后和三位志同道合的朋友去柬越玩了十八天,这一段旅程必将成为我们以后美好的回忆,但回忆若没有被整理、重塑和升华,就只会是凌乱的碎片。
How many times can you afford to spend 18 days for backpacking? This question to westerners whom have long working holidays seems redundant, but for most of us, to have few times of it will be satisfactory. I am glad that I had experienced once at least as my graduation trip with three other friends of similar interests. That will stay in our memory forever, but memory will be meaningless without organizing and reshaping.
我想将所见所闻所感所想写成一篇游记,不仅仅是像流水账这样的记录,而是希望和大家分享经验,通过我们的眼睛看到我们所看到的,通过我们的感觉感受到我们感受到的,通过我们的喜怒哀乐去想象和体验,仿佛如亲身经历一般。我也想以此测试我的双语写作能力,但知易行难,语言功力有限,希望辞能达意。
I am not satisfied just to record things plainly but I want to put down what I've seen and felt nicely in a comprehensive journey, to share with friends our experiences, to see through our eyes what we've seen, to feel what we've felt, to imagine and experience as if it was their journey. This will also test my ability in writing bilingually and I hope I do it clearly.
也因此,要完成这事需要一段很长的时间,或许是一两个月,也或许是更长。以下的每一项题目都将是一篇独立的文章,等我写好了我就会链接起来。没耐心的朋友,可要吃亏了哦。哈哈。
And hence, it may take quite a while for me to finish this, maybe one to two months or even longer. When I finish each separate article, I will link it with this post. So please be patient and stay tuned ya, my friends. ^^
水鱼记 | Unfortunate rip-offs
寻食记 | Foreign delights
求物记 | Art of Bargaining
冒险记 | Adventurous acts
摄影记 | Travel Photography (Updated: 02-07-2008)
人物记 | Peoples
第一天:初识高棉—风雨无情历史满泪
Day 1: Khmer - A place of unpredictable weather and history contrast
第二天:探访庙窟—四辆铁马四处骑访
Day 2 : Wats - Visiting by cycling
第三天:再见吴哥—正邪交汇爱恨交织
Day 3 : Angkor - The good and the bad
第四天:抵步金边—璀璨已逝动荡重建
Day 4 : Phnom Penh - Former oriental Paris in quick reconstruction
第五天:寻找历史—悲剧重现意外横生
Day 5: History - When terrifying genocide meets enduring accident
第六天:人在西贡—越龙躁动人车齐飞
Day 6: Saigon - In the mantra of rapid development
第七天:地道古芝—战争教育完美旅历
Day 7: Cuchi - The perfect enlightening and informative tour
第八天:悔去湄公—跟团吃买游船看无
Day 8: Mekong - The buying and boring tour
第九天:如是水市—屋漏船迟机坏钱失
Day 9: Water market - Disappointment and disheartenment
第十天:再寻历史—正义邪恶殊有定论
Day 10: History - The same old division of good or evil
十一天:暂歇会安—古色古香购物天堂
Day 11: Hoi An - A short rest in a relaxing old town
十二天:沿岸北上—海天山岛古都香江
Day 12: Traveling north - Magnificent coastline and scenery
十三天:速游顺化—迷你中华惟独凯定
Day 13: Hue - It's so Chinese except Khai Dinh Tomb
十四天:上越下龙—海上桂林船上天堂
Day 14: Ha Long - The Perfect Paradise
十五天:闲逛吉婆—真假猴子时间炸弹
Day 15: Cat Ba - All about monkeys
十六天:终站河内—人流繁杂水偶惊叹
Day 16: Hanoi - Modern people and ancient arts
十七天:迷失古区—天气酷热欲走无力
Day 17: Old quarters - We're beaten by the hot weather
十八天:再见柬越—提早离去后话再续
Day 18: Goodbye Cam-Viet
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高棉寺庙 | Khmer Wats
柬埔寨的高棉寺庙有什么好看?就是去看精美的Bas-relief咯。这样说不但可以秀你的知识,还可以秀你的法文。要在墙壁上雕塑只用两种方法,一就是让图案凸出来,即为浮雕(Relief);二就是让图案凹进去,即为阴雕或凹雕(Intaglio)。浮雕还可以再分为低浮雕(Bas-relief)和高浮雕(Alto-relievo)。好了,现在是时候欣赏古代高棉建筑艺术了。
What's so interesting about Cambodian Khmer Wats? Well, it's about master piece of Bas-relief. Answering like that can definitely show your knowledge. LOL. There are only two ways to make wall sculpture, either by carving it convexly or concavely. The former one is known as "relief", which means carving in relief; and the latter one is known as "intaglio", which means incised carving. Relief can be further classified into low-relief (Bas-relief) and high-relief (Alto-relievo). With this quick piece of knowledge, it's time to appreciate the ancient Khmer architecture.
在过去那段长达六百年的辉煌时期,高棉民族建造了多不胜数的寺庙,其中闻名遐迩的就是吴哥窟,以致于其他的寺庙都被统称为“吴哥窟群”。在暹粒省的三天里,我们参观了大约十间寺庙,很坦白说在参观了五六间后大家都看得有点意兴阑珊,仿佛当晚一旦发噩梦最恐怖的莫过于反复被人载去看寺庙。但有审美疲劳不代表审的不是美,所以在这里我还是尝试描绘出每间寺庙的特色吧。
During that glorious period that lasted for about 600 years, the peoples of Khmer had constructed numerous Wats. Among them, Angkor Wat is the most prominent one to the extent that the whole area is called "Angkor National Park". In the three days at Siam Reap, we had visited about ten Wats, and were feeling the diminishing return after visiting 5 to 6 Wats, as if the worst possible nightmare we could have that night was to visit Wat and Wat and Wat and ... Anyway, I will try to outline their unique beauties here.
Oriented to the east.
Flat vs "temple-pyramid"
Angkor Wat "City Temple"
Preah Khan "Sacred Sword"
Neak Pean "The Entwined Serpents"
Bayon - Multitude of serene and massive stone faces, "face towers"
Pre Rup -
Ta Prohm - "Ancestor Brahma"
Ta Som -
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Updates from Vietnam
Today is the 9th day of our backpack trip and we are currently in HCMC, leaving to Danang tomorrow night by taking 18 hours trains. Different elements have made up the trip so far and today wasn't a good day for us so hope that we are soon begin to have joy again.
Too many things about the trip can be written and I think I would have a hard time organizing all these into an interesting and comprehensive entry. Chon has pondered of writing a book. So we shall see what will happen.
Til next time.
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Full Outing
Was too busy to update blog. This outing was at last last weekend.
We went to bugis to buy new year shirt, though I wasn't really buy for new year. I bought new bag, new watch, new shirts, new pants, woo hoo, I spent like mad. @.@


After that, we met luke & see wei and went to geylang to have good foods. 1st: Frogleg's Porridge; 2nd: Beef-River; 3rd: Soya, 4th: Durian.

Went out at 11+, came back at 11+. Did things that I haven't tried before or haven't did for long time, syiok! Really a full outing.
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
第一次
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
夜游香港-告别记
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006
北京游
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Monday, October 2, 2006
海洋公园 + 烟花表演
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爬山记(3)- 再游南Y岛
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
爬山记(2)- 南Y岛的菱角山和山地塘
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Labels: My Trips | 逍遥游踪
爬山记(1)- Kowloon Peak
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
星光熠熠耀保良
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Thursday, September 7, 2006
文化交流
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Labels: About Society | 世事人情, My Trips | 逍遥游踪


