The END

It has been long time since I've become so madly angry. I am irrational now and wouldn't care if my words gonna hurt anyone, hurt the whole world or even destroy myself.

I've had enough. I shall not bear this any more. I think it's not fair to me, if I am a person who deserved to live in the world.

If this is really a two person project, why should I always be the one who figure out how to do things, who initiates and pushes? Why couldn't each of us just contributes to our part? Why should I need to help to the extent that it's more efficient to do it myself? If 1 + 1 does not greater than 2, why must it be 1 - 1 < 0? If that's the case, I would rather do it myself.

I don't need to waste my time worrying on useless thing, I don't need to waste my time controlling my emotion, I don't need to waste my time struggling. I DON'T NEED TO! WHY SHOULD I?

I thought I could really deal with it, but I failed. Someone had already foreseen it. It is such a pity. I have to admit I don't really know how to deal with it. I DON'T WANNA DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE!

I've reached my limit. I shall not bear this anymore. I'd rather die than doing this.I'd rather turn myself devil. I shall end THIS this week to end my long suffering.