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Welcome to my virtual home. This is a little private space for me to put my thoughts and share my feelings since 2005. Due to my wide range of interests, there are perhaps too many tags. I would explain some of the less obvious tags:

"About Life" is really about how I have been pondering about life and what enlightenments and paradigm shifts I had experienced.

"About Psi" contains most topics about happiness, optimism vs pessimism,
confidence, comparison, pride and prejudice and other psychological aspects.

"About Logical Thinking" is about my own way of interpretating and explaining
certain issues, aiming to debunk (or create?) superficialness of them.

"About Ideology" is about my thoughts on big concepts like freedom, justice,
fairness in society and religion.

"About Society" is more about my observations about the society, often through interactions with different peoples.

"My Country" reveals my frustration, critics and hope
on my homeland - Malaysia.

"My Little Pieces" has more short posts though mostly are written in Mandarin.

While I do have some posts on book reviews and business, I am planning to
separate them into author-specific and content-specific blogs. Stay tuned.

Enjoy your reading!

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Why?

Why? What I've did wrong to put myself in such situation? Why've I made such decision to ruin my own future? Why why? Why I deserve to get this? Why? Tell me why?

I'm helpless now. I'm hopeless now. What more else I could do? Hahahaha.

I hate this. I want to escape. But how? How??????????????????????????

2 comments:

Lavender said...

I understand what you feel right now. Maybe the problems we've faced are not exactly the same, but I can understand totally.

It's true, time will lead you to where you wanna go. I know somehow you will want to escape, you will want to fight, or even try to do something stupid in order to let you feel better.

However, try to calm down, and you will find a better way out. :P Wish you luck and get rid of those matters soon ... :P

clim said...

Things haven't ended yet but not going to end soon. But I felt lots more better. Thanks~~~ Hope you feel the same too~

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