It's always hard to face the music but I am closer to concede that the errors exist in the system design are fatal and cast serious doubt on getting the "reasonable" results. How much will it affect my FYP grade I wouldn't know, but certainly it makes me all at sea now.
After a short period of enjoyment, the fear comes back with greater magnitude. I am a bit depressed now but I can only force myself to fight till the bitter end. These two weeks will be critical. How am I going to pass every day in between I wouldn't want to imagine, I just hope I can get all the luck that I need. If the doom is destined to come, then I would have no other choice but to prepare mentally for the worst scenario.
I've noticed that if I am angry then I will talk nonsense here because of excessive energy, if I am depressed then I will go to bed due to lack of spirit. I am trying very hard not to let the demonic voice resonant again around my heart. When it recurs, my system will down for minutes. I call it my "mental disorder" although it may sound too serious. Just because I know how weak could I be.
Let's hope.
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Tough weeks ahead
Posted by clim at 11:58 PM
Labels: My Memories | 往风淡忆
4 comments:
Gambateh! Umm..mentally disorder huh? You'll get through it, just trust yourself ~~~ JiaYou!!!!
I trust my fears more. LOL
=.=||| speechless ................
It's ok! Be the devil of fear then! Wahahaha ~~~ sometimes it's fun if playing with fears ~~! Kekekekeke ...
Never sleep too much if you dun need one...Time is so precious...
As for difficulties, just face it and solve it...or...wait to die...haha
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